That time of year

So it is getting to that time of year where the semester is winding down and the days go by faster and faster. I just want the semester to be over and most of all I want to go home. I am tired of being down here alone and so far from my family. Most college students want to get as far away from home as possible, but I love my family so much and I want to spend as much time as I can with them. My grandma has been getting down lately, especially because it is almost one year since my grandpa passed away. I hardly ever get to talk to her and if she died while I was away, I would be devastated.
I also just don't want to work for a while, too bad I can't afford that! I am just so fed up with not getting paid what I am worth and being forced to put so much time into it. It is affecting me, and not in a good way!! I need a dang life! HELP.

Ah fun

Wait... fun? What is that? I don't know anymore, all I do is work! Yes, the money is nice and also needed, but damn, I have NO life!!!! It is driving me nuts! I can't hang out with anyone, ever! And when I make plans, something happens like a jackass calling in right before his shift and asking me to figure it all out for him, screwing me and my plans over. Very frustrating, not to mention a shitty thing to do to your coworkers. It really sucks because I REALLY wanted to go out with my friends tonight, and I was hoping for things to happen the way I thought they would, but no, I ended up at work, covering for the same person, again. Why don't things work out like we plan or dream they would? Why does life have to get in the way? Int he past few weeks, I have just been so irritated by people at work, my roommates, school.... ugh. I just need some time to get away! I also am starting to feel worn out and somewhat lonely because I have no social life... definitely frustrating. I guess I will have to get over it... doesn't seem to be changing anytime soon. Oh well, I have to get to bed now, I am pooped!